Stuck
lawd
This lifestyle got me stuck between a rock and a hard dick
*snicker*
because I am sick of the normal bullshit
Of cat and mouse
I got a house
More like a condo
Ok
A room
With 9 walls
I call the Pimp Palace
A training post where I do the most
And host the brave and bewildered
Confused and horny
Never a day bore me
Because this lifestyle is a part of me
The heart of me
Finding new ways to define this world of mine
Learning how to respect the time
With no rhythm to the rhyme
I gets mine
And do just fine
But I'm stuck
Like Chuck on the back of a kinky truck
Suck
stuck play_w2("S0822000") (stk)
v.
Past tense and past participle of stick.
Stuck
stuck
Verb
the past of stick2
Adjective
1. Informal baffled by a problem or unable to find an answer to a question
2. be stuck on Slang to feel a strong attraction to; be infatuated with
3. get stuck in Informal to perform a task with determination
Suck
Adj. 1. stuck - caught or fixed; "stuck in the mud"
unstuck - free; "a man with a mule got my car unstuck"; "the gears locked in second and would not come unstuck"
2. stuck - baffled; "this problem has me completely stuck"
colloquialism - a colloquial expression; characteristic of spoken or written communication that seeks to imitate informal speech
perplexed - full of difficulty or confusion or bewilderment; "perplexed language"; "perplexed state of the world"
Stuck
stuck
adjective 1. fastened, fast, fixed, joined, glued, cemented
adjective 2. trapped, caught, ensnared
adjective 3. burdened, saddled, lumbered, landed, loaded, encumbered
adjective 4. (Informal) baffled, stumped, at a loss, beaten, nonplussed, at a standstill, bereft of ideas, up against a brick wall (informal) at your wits' end be stuck on something or someone (Slang) infatuated with, obsessed with, keen on, enthusiastic about, mad about, wild about (informal) hung up on (slang) crazy about, for, or over (informal) get stuck into something (Informal) set about, tackle, get down to, make a start on, take the bit between your teeth
There is power in words
Power is the use of words
Power in the definition of words
And I respect that
That's why I say I'm stuck
Like I can't get out of these ways
I can't ignore these days
Because these ways pays
In more ways
It stays
True to what you do
If you respect what you do
And stay true
To being stuck
In too deep
To creep back to the vanilla
I wish I will a way the way these ways pays
*snicker*
If you honor what you are and what you are not
Even if you forgot
Some of the rules to live by
I can't see why
These lifestyles can't improve more than just your sex life
But you have to have your head on right
Not just for a night
But tight
And ready to fight
For a better outcome
Even if you are not the one
You can be THAT ONE
And have some fun
Even when the fun is done
At least you had some
But to be stuck
Is the best poor excuse for giving a fuck
About doing more than fucking
This is adult parenthood
It can do any relationship some good
Not just the kinky brother and sisterhood
But even the people who should
Know how to grow
But alittle slow in the how department
Any part meant something more to masses
Who want to stay normal asses
But want to grasp this thing we get into a bit deeper
These lessons can help you keep her
Or keep him longer with honor
And not see a weak connection as a goner
So I'm stuck in one direction
I seek more protection
More construction
And less destruction
From idle misdirected seduction
Because I'm stuck wanting to do this a better way
Than any old way
I want to say
I am SSC everyday
In every way
All day
Even when I know it's hard to stay
Stuck
For learning how to get these lifestyles right
For getting my game tight
For getting through the bad nights
For surviving the bad fights
And enjoying more time to play
In a SSC way
I stuck
Trying to keep it real
But you know the deal
Some people would beg, borrow, and steal
Than be real
About the way we feel
About being stuck
Giving a fuck
About these sexual lifestyles
And how they these sexual lifestyles can add conformity
And respect for some normalcy
In my reality
In what ever style I wanna be
Stuck
Just being me
respect
Showing posts with label dedication. Show all posts
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Monday, September 29, 2008
Wednesday, September 17, 2008
Why respect service when there is reason to serve?
Service is different things to different people at different times
For different reasons
But whats the difference?
Why is there such a confusion of what is expected and what is worthy to give?
How do you see service if you are not actively serving anyone?
Not just in the manner of a D/s relationship
But in general as well
Doing things for the need of just doing something
Or doing something that has a purpose
let's check with the Sufi mystics:
He who does not know about service knows even less about mastership,
Tirmizi
Service is the performing of duty without either reluctance or delight.
The dutiful is neither an exploited slave not one who seeks reward.
People will get out of the performing of duty what they can get out of
it. If they put aside immediate enjoyment of duty and also immediate
reluctance to duty, they are in a position to benefit from the other
content of service. This it is which refines their perceptions.
Pahlawan-i-Zaif
The Sufi Law of Life requires:
Sincerity to God
Severity to self
Justice to all people
Service to elders
Kindness to the young
Generosity to the poor
Good counsel to friends
Forbearance with enemies
Indifference to fools
Respect to the learned,
Abdullah Ansari
Service to a Dog
It is related of Bayazid of Bastam that while on one of his many
pilgrimages to Mecca there was a drought. Bayazid came across a number
of people fighting over a pitiful amount of water. While this was going
on, Bayazid noticed a dog dying of thirst that looked up at him with sad
eyes and somehow seemed to say "You will gain great merit if you help
me, O Pilgrim!" Bayazid was fired with a sense of mission and began to
ask people "Will anyone buy the merit of hajj for a drink of water for
this dog?" Everyone ignored him so he offered the merit of two
pilgrimages, then three, four and so on until he was offering seventy
pilgrimages and at last someone agreed. But Bayazid fell under the spell
of his nafs at this point and became proud of his charitable act as he
placed the bowl of water down at the feet of the dog who looked up at
him with contempt and walked away without tasting a drop. Bayazid was
quick to learn his lesson and it seemed to him that he heard God speak
and God said "How many more times are you going to claim merit for one
thing or another when even a dog disdains your so-called service?" At
this point, Bayazid reached the station of Taubat - repentance. Until he
had reached that station, his Sabr or patience in persisting with asking
for water and his Khidmat or service to his fellow man were of nothing
and it only took a dog to teach him that because for someone with
Bayazid's capacity, anything can be a teacher and even service to a dog
can bring such a sincere seeker progress on The Path.
The Path is nothing other than service but it has to be service done in
the right way with the right intention. How formally this is worked out
is a matter for the individual.
Zoe
In the story of "service to a dog"
The moral is more about reason
What was the benefit of said service?
Sometimes we do things we THINK is worth being called service
Only to find the need not important
Or even needed
Yet some find just like the subject in the story the need to fight for the ability to serve
Without reason
What about Dominants?
Are they driven by the need to serve or be served?
Should it be a one way street?
Should it be more important for a submissive to be driven to serve their master
Yet
The Master is not driven to return the same degree of devotion to the submissive
Is service different for part time lifestylers who live regular lives elsewhere and seek Kinky play with a part time provider?
And what about the act it's self?
What if what is given is not as needed or important compared to what may be more needed and important to whom is being served?
Is sex considered service more than the actual act of something more non sexual?
And then there is the selfish need to serve
Selfless Service is a commonly used term to denote a service which is performed without any expectation of result or award for the person performing it. It is also sometimes used to denote a service performed with no apparent 'earthly' result, but which may accrue results in a spiritual or heavenly realm after death, although in the pure sense of the term that would not qualify as a strictly 'selfless' action.
Some sub missives seem to consider the need to serve for their own return more than the possibility of need by the Dominant or provider
Many complain about the demands of many Dominants of all types
They complain about giving too much or being taken for a fool
But what is the motivation to serve?
And is service a natural act or pre meditated?
Why serve if there is no reason other than the return for said service?
I know there are many who advertise the need for service
And others who advertise the need to serve
But why?
How?
When?
What kind of service are you driven to serve for or not?
In many D/s relationships
Many people consider what they do in a D/s relationship
To be driven more by S/M
How do you see it?
Service
respect
For different reasons
But whats the difference?
Why is there such a confusion of what is expected and what is worthy to give?
How do you see service if you are not actively serving anyone?
Not just in the manner of a D/s relationship
But in general as well
Doing things for the need of just doing something
Or doing something that has a purpose
let's check with the Sufi mystics:
He who does not know about service knows even less about mastership,
Tirmizi
Service is the performing of duty without either reluctance or delight.
The dutiful is neither an exploited slave not one who seeks reward.
People will get out of the performing of duty what they can get out of
it. If they put aside immediate enjoyment of duty and also immediate
reluctance to duty, they are in a position to benefit from the other
content of service. This it is which refines their perceptions.
Pahlawan-i-Zaif
The Sufi Law of Life requires:
Sincerity to God
Severity to self
Justice to all people
Service to elders
Kindness to the young
Generosity to the poor
Good counsel to friends
Forbearance with enemies
Indifference to fools
Respect to the learned,
Abdullah Ansari
Service to a Dog
It is related of Bayazid of Bastam that while on one of his many
pilgrimages to Mecca there was a drought. Bayazid came across a number
of people fighting over a pitiful amount of water. While this was going
on, Bayazid noticed a dog dying of thirst that looked up at him with sad
eyes and somehow seemed to say "You will gain great merit if you help
me, O Pilgrim!" Bayazid was fired with a sense of mission and began to
ask people "Will anyone buy the merit of hajj for a drink of water for
this dog?" Everyone ignored him so he offered the merit of two
pilgrimages, then three, four and so on until he was offering seventy
pilgrimages and at last someone agreed. But Bayazid fell under the spell
of his nafs at this point and became proud of his charitable act as he
placed the bowl of water down at the feet of the dog who looked up at
him with contempt and walked away without tasting a drop. Bayazid was
quick to learn his lesson and it seemed to him that he heard God speak
and God said "How many more times are you going to claim merit for one
thing or another when even a dog disdains your so-called service?" At
this point, Bayazid reached the station of Taubat - repentance. Until he
had reached that station, his Sabr or patience in persisting with asking
for water and his Khidmat or service to his fellow man were of nothing
and it only took a dog to teach him that because for someone with
Bayazid's capacity, anything can be a teacher and even service to a dog
can bring such a sincere seeker progress on The Path.
The Path is nothing other than service but it has to be service done in
the right way with the right intention. How formally this is worked out
is a matter for the individual.
Zoe
In the story of "service to a dog"
The moral is more about reason
What was the benefit of said service?
Sometimes we do things we THINK is worth being called service
Only to find the need not important
Or even needed
Yet some find just like the subject in the story the need to fight for the ability to serve
Without reason
What about Dominants?
Are they driven by the need to serve or be served?
Should it be a one way street?
Should it be more important for a submissive to be driven to serve their master
Yet
The Master is not driven to return the same degree of devotion to the submissive
Is service different for part time lifestylers who live regular lives elsewhere and seek Kinky play with a part time provider?
And what about the act it's self?
What if what is given is not as needed or important compared to what may be more needed and important to whom is being served?
Is sex considered service more than the actual act of something more non sexual?
And then there is the selfish need to serve
Selfless Service is a commonly used term to denote a service which is performed without any expectation of result or award for the person performing it. It is also sometimes used to denote a service performed with no apparent 'earthly' result, but which may accrue results in a spiritual or heavenly realm after death, although in the pure sense of the term that would not qualify as a strictly 'selfless' action.
Some sub missives seem to consider the need to serve for their own return more than the possibility of need by the Dominant or provider
Many complain about the demands of many Dominants of all types
They complain about giving too much or being taken for a fool
But what is the motivation to serve?
And is service a natural act or pre meditated?
Why serve if there is no reason other than the return for said service?
I know there are many who advertise the need for service
And others who advertise the need to serve
But why?
How?
When?
What kind of service are you driven to serve for or not?
In many D/s relationships
Many people consider what they do in a D/s relationship
To be driven more by S/M
How do you see it?
Service
respect
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